I started this blog a few years ago, blogging a little here and a little there, with only more recently having my blog become apart of my every day life. I thought my blog would bring lots of happiness, but instead its brought lots of other feelings. Feelings of anxiety of the right words to say, feelings of frustration when nothing seems to be panning out the way I want them to, feeling of guilt when I don't blog everyday, or the feeling of disappointment when my blog is full of heart and soul but seems not up to the standard of the "popular" blogs. It seems this blog relationship I have been having seems to be doing more harm than good, causing me to have a lot of resentment toward the blogging world and people in genereal. And with my new 'life" about to start as {bg} as {av} would have it, I can't be more sure that blog life for me just isnt working out, because I want my future life as a Mrs. to start off on the right foot, with that one less possible nagging feeling looming over my head everyday.
This isn't a forever goodbye, its just a hiatus for awhile. A breather of sorts. To get my thoughts together about what I want this to be for myself, about how I want this blog to continue, if I want it to continue at all. I still love my friends that I've made in this time, no matter how near or far you may be. You have really made an impression on my heart and I think about you all the time about how you are & where your lives are taking you. I will still be reading blogs and making comments, but just not blogging on my own blog.
You can still contact me - I will be sure to respond and keep in touch
email: sugarbearbear {at} gmail {dot} com
twitter: cheersbethani
Til then,
Cheers,
