I tend to overcomplicate my life alot by worrying about things that are stupid and shouldnt be worried about. I even worry when there is no need to worry.
I've also started thinking that no matter how much I lose, I dont think I will ever be happy wearing a bathing suit. And ugh, this is something that has been a goal of mine for what seems like forever. Yes I can put one on and go "Wow, I dont look bad in it." But I don't feel happy, which is the sad part. Meh maybe its stupid woman wiring that has lead me to think this way.
P.S. He has become my life. And I'm totally okay with that. :)